The surprise return of someone that had at least a cursory influence upon you can manage to flood your mind almost like a jumpstart perfectly infusing new life, new perspective or at least perspective that has been dormant for a time, into that part that has become predictable and routine. The toughest part, however, is the realization that the panacea lasts even less time than it had in the past. It is just an anomaly, because until you actually pick it up and do something All you're doing is spinning the wheels of someone else's Hotwheels racecar. 11/04/99 I'd tell you where she is, but then you'd have to kill me.		[back] [next]