The surprise return of
someone that had at least
a cursory influence upon you
can manage to flood your mind
almost like a jumpstart
perfectly infusing
new life, new perspective
or at least perspective that
has been dormant for a time,
into that part that has become
predictable and routine.

The toughest part, however,
is the realization that the panacea
lasts even less time than it
had in the past. It is just
an anomaly, because until
you actually pick it up and do
All you're doing is spinning
the wheels of someone else's
Hotwheels racecar.


I'd tell you where
she is, but then you'd
have to kill me.